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so it is a FRIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAY which is the best day by far.. i had the best wakeup call ever this morning from my boyfriend before he went to work -.- i did try to make him stay, but a naked girl in his bed wasn’t good enough :(

anyways so I AM STILL at his house, and i am going to make a move soon but i don’t wanna be away from here.. it is literally the most loveliest thing to be in his room and be around his family :) it makes me calm and happy, but i guess i can’t stay here forever, i wish i could though, the sun is shinning and i really wanna enjoy it while i can :D

i am also on the verge on finshing my last essay and finishing my first year at university, woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh cannot wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] =] =] =] =] =] =]

but yeah for now…that is it really.

just that i am happy with everything more than i have ever been. i love you :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Heya everyone, haven’t posted on this for ages… and I think today is the day I will start posting a lot now.

So omg, the last few months have been a whirlwind and I really have had a blast… just thought I would share a things with you. 

So it is coming up to 4 months with the perfect boy in the whole wide, I know I have said 1000000 and 1 things about him in the past blogs, but I really can’t help it :3 he is literally AMAZING. I am sitting here on his bed while he is at work waiting for him to come home, I literally feel like I am married to him… It is such a good feeling. I am listening to songs talking about relationships and stuff and it just makes me even more happy knowing that I can relate to them :) It is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good.

I miss him even when we are apart for a few hours, I literally love seeing him again, it is literally worth the time apart coz it makes us both stronger and it definitley makes me sacred him more and more.. and I will never never never take him for granted. I have literally been a bitch to him over the past few months, some days more than others, but tbh at the end of the day it has literally made things extra stronger and made me realize that I am never never never never going down that same path again… never. I can never risk losing him again, the thought of him not being in my life makes me so sad…. but I am not going to think about things that haven’t happened or the future coz tbh I will be missing out on the things that are happening at the moment and tbh I don’t wanna miss a thing coz at the moment every little thing is unforgettable.

Yeah so.. there has been a lot of improvements since I started blogging about him.. I literally live with him now.. well I literally am around his all day.. and all night :P and literally apart of his family. It is literally the most best feeling knowing I have another family on my doorstep, and ALL of them all perfect. I really couldn’t ask for a perfect family, I guess why he is so lovely. He definitley has been brought up in the best way ever, I admire that so much and thank his mum and dad for making such a perfect and remarkable human (…that sounded a bit werider than i thought.. whooops).

Today I have literally been looking at pictures of him and me when we weren’t going out and just thinking how we have grown…. I just can’t stop looking at him, being in his bedroom is so good as well as it feels that a part of him is still with me and it is lovely. I just want him to come back from work….. It is gonna be good :D

Yeah so my life atm can’t get any better… loving every second of it and i honestly wouldn’t ask for anything more. It is so funny how one person literally can change your world around and make you a better person, wooah the effect he has on me :)

LOVE HIM <3 <3 <3 <3

to my gorgous boyfriend, i thank you for everything over the past month and a half. i mean, you have helped me out of some dark and dangerous holes and you have made me a stronger and happier person in the process. i really thought i would never find anyone like you because to fnd someone as amazing and perfect as you is like getting hit by lightning, its a one in a million chance, but i got it.

words can not describe how much you mean to me and i really do mean that. i don’t ever ever ever wanna loose you and i wanna keep you to myself forever. you are a bestfriend, a friend and a boyfriend all in one and  i can talk to you about anything and help me and listen to me no matter what.

even though it hasn’t been for long i know that we will have many more months and maybe years to come, the furture is looking bright for us in my mind.

i love you <3

just an excuse to love and to be loved?

in my opinion if you are in love with someone then you should treat them like a princess or prince every day and every moment of each day. i mean i love it though i think it’s quite cute to have a whole day dedicated to love, the greatest feeling in the world really. yeah you have heartbreak and tears and fights, but i think if it works it creates something so perfect and memorable. i mean to spend time with someone who you love and care about is just something people take for granted, and we should cherish every hug, kiss and chat with them.

yes by the time you read the paragraph above you probably can tell that i am indeed that type of person to be lucky and be in a relationship. i do take it for granted most of the times, but i do deserve it. the quicker you realise that the more you will enjoy everything with your partner. i mean what else do you want?

so to every couple out there i wish you a lovely day filled with smiles and laughs and i hope that everyday will be a valentines day for you for years and years to come.

thinking of dying my hair purple.. and tonight is the night i think

Right, so my mind has literally been blown outta control today. I mean I think about things a lot, but today it seemed different. Seemed everything was falling into place.

Him. Three letters, one syllable, one amazing guy.

I can’t stop thinking about him. I love everything about him and I literally can’t find anything bad to say about him, just that he lives too far away from me. I wished he lived up the road from me or just even lived with me, that would be so perfect. I mean sometimes I feel so lost without him, like I need him to get by everyday. I want him so bad and want things to work with him more than words can say. When he is around everything seems to fall into place and everything looks brighter and more beautiful.

Just knowing him I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Talking to him, walking beside him and just being able to see him is just the more incredible feeling, but to be called his girlfriend, his baby is just unbelievable. I  mean I just can’t describe how much that means to me. I want everyone to know how lucky and how much I care and love this man. How can no-one not love or even like him, he has everything that a friend could ask for, let alone a boyfriend.

Been texting him all day and it feels like the world is falling when he does not reply. Like a bit of me literally aches inside waiting for him to reply, but when he does reply I know it is the most beautiful and most loveliest thing ever. He says the most nicest and sweetest stuff that any girl would just fall for, I have already fallen, so it literally just makes me fall deeper and deeper inside for his love. I love reading his texts over and over again and I just keep smiling at my phone and just thinking how lucky and how perfect this whole thing is to me.

I saw him on Sunday, which seems like years ago and since then I wanted to see him all the time.. but obviously life gets in the way. I hate it. I would rather go and see him than go to Uni tomorrow, or the next day…. or just forever, maybe. That would be silly, yeah, but atm it seems like the best option. He wouldn’t let me know. He has this power over me that I will do anything he says and that he is so influencential on my life that I would listen to his advice no matter what. I just wanna be perfect and do and say everything right.

Just wanna brag how much I love him and how lucky I am.. I will share a few lines from the texts he sent me:

“you make me happier than anything else”

“ill always mean these things when i say them cos i care about you sooooo much, i always miss you cos I wish you were with me all the time :). I love you”

“ill be thinking of you all the time”

“i don’t like being apart from you but it always gives me something special to look forward to”

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

no autographs or photos please

went to see britains got talent live today with my two girlies, it was awesome. saw the gorgous ant and dec with simon :P and carmen, david and alesha. it was a good show, some good acts this year… some really bad. but overall a good day with a lovely atmosphere.

went to a pub after for some good pub food, had a burger which took ages to get through and then a gorgous and yummy chocolate fudge cake.. felt so guilty, but every bite was heaven. so satisfying, a boy couldn’t even compare.

headed home and got the train and bus back to mine where i made a hot chocolate, yummmmmy. got an early start tomorrow, and i am completely knackered from today, which really i am a bit shocked by coz i haven’t done anything today…

tried to do some uni work for a 9am lecture tomorrow.. left it to the last minute as usual.. got a 300 word essay, a presentation on a french news story and vocab to learn… haven’t done anything.. may try and learn the vocab and do a quick presentation whilst on the  long bus journey tomorrow.

desperate houswives and then bed.

beginning to love mondays

woke up, kinda late. no uni on mondays for a while, love it.

brothers ex/girlfriend outside shouting at him for summin.. ah. as long as he is there i don’t really care. tried to get back to bed, but failed so i decided to text my boyfriend. before i even got my phone to start texting, i got a text. it was him.

smiles all round.

he is better now so thank god, seeing him later. i hope.

when i actually could be bothered to face the day i decided to run myself a bath and make myself clean again.. before that i stayed in bed, did some job hunting and uni stuff and cleaned up a bit of my so-called house. doesn’t really help when you have a dog..

after my bath i feel refreshed and then i decided to do my exercise.. yeah weird i know. people normally exercise than shower, but im weird. the bath gives me energy to exercise and wakes me up, but don’t worry i put loads of deodrant on and spray so i smell like roses! :D

now i just finished the exercise and now i am watching daytime TV, on the only channel, channel 4. waiting for deal or no deal to come on, then may switch to itv for the chase followed by channel 4 again for the simpsons.

currently i have a buff sandwich, hot choco and fruit pastilles with my name on it,

so i will say bon voyage and talk to you later my friends.

today is the start of something new.

deleted the ex’s number. i don’t need him atm.

focusing all my attention on my gorgous boyfriend, who is ill atm.

awwwww.

yeah so life in my world is great :)

much love